FIC: Mind Game (R; non-con Neal/Keller, established OT3)

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Title: Mind Game
Author: Gaby
Pairing: non-con Neal/Keller, established Peter/El/Neal
Characters: Neal, Peter, El, Keller
Warning: non-con, mind games
Spoilers: this fic is set sometime after 3x11 "Checkmate"
Rating: R
Genre: angst, hurt/comfort
Author's Notes: This is a fill for dreamsofspike's prompt over at whitecollarhc as part of the whump-a-looza II. I admit that I tweaked the original idea somewhat, but I do believe (hope!) that the fill still caters to dreamsofspike's darker side. *eyebrow waggle*
Prompt: Neal is sexually assaulted. Context can be anything you like, maybe it's random, maybe it's revenge, maybe it's an overly twisted hostage-taker who takes advantage - but whoever it is, they make him get on his knees, at gunpoint, and they make him beg for it. (Not beg them not to, but beg FOR it - otherwise they'll kill him, or possibly someone else).
Afterwards, Neal's head is all screwed up about it. Logically he knows it wasn't his choice, he didn't want it, but being forced to ask for it like that messes with his head. He needs all kinds of loving comfort and reassurance that it wasn't his fault, there was nothing he could have done. (Peter/Neal or OT3 please)
Additional Author's Notes: This also fills the "sexual extortion" square on my hc_bingo card. \o/
Beta by dmk0064. My eternal gratitude for fixing Keller's voice, pointing out the plot holes, big and small, and helping me iron out the confusing consent issues. This story is about a million times better because of her. Thank you! *tacklehugs* I tweaked things here and there after her beta, so any remaining mistakes are mine and mine alone.
Word Count: almost 11,000
Disclaimer: Not mine, never were, never will be, gosh darn it!
Summary: Neal's latest encounter with Matthew Keller leaves him hurt, lost and doubting himself.

(link to part 1)
(link to part 2)